My surgery today went well. It was quick and felt very advanced. She called it a robotic laparoscopy. So amazing what they can do. She was able to get to the tubes and remove them completely. She took pictures of my ovaries and other inside parts and everything looks healthy. I tend to make jokes when I am nervous or just trying to make it thru to the next thing. Lots of jokes and laughing going into surgery. I was so well taken care of I asked if they wanted to just be my surgical team all the time.
Bob told me he grabbed breakfast and then they called him to tell him I was done. The part I was not ready for...as soon as I woke up a brand new baby boy was wheeled in after his mama. I balled like a baby. Every nurse stopped by and asked if I was okay. I kept saying yes. The sweet nurse that was taking care of me got me a wash cloth and asked if it was missing my family...and then she stopped and said, "oh, it's the baby". I was so sad and grateful and happy and feeling blessed. She wiped my face and said, "but you will be here for your babies".
So grateful for the kind words and soft hands I was able to witness today. 
This inspired me tonight. As we trust him out roots grow deep in His love to keep us strong. There are so many things we need to be strong for. What a great equation...we trust him and he handles the rest.
So, tonight we are watching Blue Bloods and I have frozen veggies on my belly...and I am trying to drinki enough water to push out the retained water from surgery!!
Also...first full up went great yesterday!! Thanks to my bestie Karen for being my boobie buddy and taking me!! We still have a bit of a road to go...but I know through my Savior I am capable of doing all is required of me.
I just could not help myself. Look at these faces I get to call mine!! How can I complain about anything when I get to be married to this amazing handsome man and get to be the mama to these beautiful children!! I am so grateful!!
